sharpsecret's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a poem some people sceam some people write some people just get angry some people fight some people can talk some people can shout when they have something inside theyve just got to get out but if you cant do these things because you find it too hard if you want to feel unsafe to let down your guard if you hide what you feel because your scared of rejection if you think everyone else expects perfection if you cant find the words to express how you feel or you feel to ashamed or it all seems unreal it consumes all your being until its too much to bear you have to release it and hope nobody stares a silent expression that noone else sees so no one can judge you or laugh at your fears you know its not right and you should nt self harm but at the time it seems worth it just to feel calm i wish i could be normal and just scream and shout but until i learn how its my only way out 11:37 a.m. - 2002-06-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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