sharpsecret's Diaryland Diary

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the walls keep crumbling down

yesterday at work, i was with a lady who cant speak much english and i took the oppertunity to b/p i hadnt had a massive b/p in a while and i ate loads, and beccause i was eating whilse cooking for everyone in the house, by the time i had finished cooking i had also prepared myself another meal. purging was explosive and soon after my hands were shaking so much they looked like they were spazeming. about 1 hour later i went back to the kitchen shaking and feeling faint, and i cooked beans on toast and had a big drink. felt cold sweats drip down my face as i ate so frantically. as if i needed to so badly.
i felt thinner this morning. and today i have been battling with food. dont want to purge but think at this rate i proberly will.
booked to properly record my album on saterday. anyone want me to post one to them?

7:18 p.m. - 2006-07-31

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