sharpsecret's Diaryland Diary

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life

so fucking difficult to eat normally, when most people dont eat properly anyway.
i have had a nice easter, been out with work people and i am again tomrw day time drinking.
when i got drunk last week i had a bath and cut the tops of my arms, i wasnt sad i just missed it. it felt so relaxing,they wont scar, now must get on with not thinking about self harming again.
spent too much money on binging and purging but only for a 2 day marathon, it feels pretty out of my system for now.
im excited im loosing weight, but also so dissapointed that i got so big.

11:49 p.m. - 2009-04-14

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